I never thought I’d be the fuck up in a relationship. I always thought I’d be the one who loved more, who gave more and who cared more but after giving two years of this, it’s not turning out that way and I don’t know what to do. I feel like Summer Finn. I don’t want to hurt him but I don’t want to think of myself as “the settler.” I don’t want to keep thinking that there’s something missing; worse, I want to stop wishing I was actually with someone else instead (GOD I wish that would just STOP).
I want someone to point me in the right direction and say, “If you go this way, it will work out the way you want it to and you will be happy.” But I definitely don’t want to spend my free time wondering if I’m making the right decision.
ugh today as been WAY too deep and thoughtful. Can’t we just watch Tangled for hours on end and never worry about anything?
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cindiewind said:
Let me know if you need a terrible advice giver’s input, xoxo.
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writinginbed said:
And you haven’t emailed me for advice? That’s step 1.
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livinglegend- said:
(hug)
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